Life is full of unexpected things,
and yes, we should welcome it as much a we dont want to.
this post is to clear everything thats been happening this 3days.

yes,it was wrong for me to walk off like that,
it was wrong for me to ask can i go home,
it was wrong in everyway for me to say those stuffs.

but you guys have to understand how im feeling,
to see each and every members of your batch got choose and you dont,
it was hurtful to see your juniors got selected instead of you,
it was even hurtful when your junior was the one who
say stuffs that you dont even want to hear,
well i guess this is life,

we just gotta take each and every comment of it and
turn it into a certain strength in life
to do better.
i know that you guys might talk things out,
when i headed home earlier.
positive or negative only you guys knows.
truthfully,
its kind of making me worried.
i dont even know if you guys are angry/dissapointed and stuffs with me?
so i just wanna say im sorry.

you guys mean a lot to me,
and you guys should know why,
each and everyone of you were there when i need help,
when i need a shoulder,
when i need a listening ear,
most importantly, a friend who i can trust.

each and everyone of you were special in each different ways,
and i love the differences .
especially my soulsister,
you know who you are.
i treasure you guys,

will things change ?
will we fall apart?
i dont know,
cause the anwers lies tomorow,

we'll see.
and this post was typed straight from my heart,
and ofcourse bring back the gold medal for floorball,
although im not able to bring that back home,
im still able to see it.
and im sincere about this.

so i hope things will not change and we will still be kilats.
and i will try my very best to change for the better.
the ones i treasure the most.

hey 2011,
its an awesome start.
one year older, one year wiser.
yeah this is what my teacher told me,
i will not fool around this year,
i will focus on my studies,
i will do well in my nlevels.
i promise myself i shall go to sec 5,
and i promise i will do it and i will.
so far first week of school i could copee,
did not sleep in class.
yeah i guees shall keep up with this enthusiasm,

well, im trying to not type singlish in my blog,
to cultivate good english in me.
i did not went to school on wednesday,
and im not going tomorrow too.

i really hope nothing is wrong with me,
tomorrow is also the selections and im worried,
cause obviously i want to be choosen,
i did my best in training although is not that good,
i really hope i get choosen,
cause now it seems thats all i want,
happy birtday dalya,


to those who know, i hope u keep it a secret,
i really hope things will get better,
if not then i will just leave everything to allah,
allah will handle,
but to my close friends if anything happens,
which i hope will not :(
just keep only one photo of me
in the room of yours,
cause thats enough for me.

i really hope will be fine.

a new year begins,
a chapter ends
a new chapter of our life starts,
new resolutions,goals,dreams to achieve.

2010 has been a fruitful j0urney,
tears,laughter,lessons,love,hate.
and i ended the year with an awesome party,
with my love ones, singleladies<3 we rocked that party, haha! thanks to class 95fm :) so these are the pics of awesome time ,events, people, that came and happened in my life .
not to mention bdiv hockey champion and fb second ^^
i cant find the pics.