Life is full of unexpected things,
and yes, we should welcome it as much a we dont want to.
this post is to clear everything thats been happening this 3days.

yes,it was wrong for me to walk off like that,
it was wrong for me to ask can i go home,
it was wrong in everyway for me to say those stuffs.

but you guys have to understand how im feeling,
to see each and every members of your batch got choose and you dont,
it was hurtful to see your juniors got selected instead of you,
it was even hurtful when your junior was the one who
say stuffs that you dont even want to hear,
well i guess this is life,

we just gotta take each and every comment of it and
turn it into a certain strength in life
to do better.
i know that you guys might talk things out,
when i headed home earlier.
positive or negative only you guys knows.
truthfully,
its kind of making me worried.
i dont even know if you guys are angry/dissapointed and stuffs with me?
so i just wanna say im sorry.

you guys mean a lot to me,
and you guys should know why,
each and everyone of you were there when i need help,
when i need a shoulder,
when i need a listening ear,
most importantly, a friend who i can trust.

each and everyone of you were special in each different ways,
and i love the differences .
especially my soulsister,
you know who you are.
i treasure you guys,

will things change ?
will we fall apart?
i dont know,
cause the anwers lies tomorow,

we'll see.
and this post was typed straight from my heart,
and ofcourse bring back the gold medal for floorball,
although im not able to bring that back home,
im still able to see it.
and im sincere about this.

so i hope things will not change and we will still be kilats.
and i will try my very best to change for the better.
the ones i treasure the most.