A girl with big dreams.

Sunday, August 29, 2010

here we go again

suji^^

cute kan? mine and justinbieber's hahah lame!
i want a baby, that will never grow:)
those who know me well,
will know that love kids so much <3 heees, i want one! :D ahahah .

cornflakes!:D

hey hello,
im bored, so update lorh,
im alone at home,
from buka just now:( sad.
but somehow fun i have been karaoeking :)
haha jesse mccartney,
i used to love him, and i still do now:)
haha :D:D

i make two of my fave kuih raya!
cornflakes honey any suji!!
next up white cornflakes and choclate cornflakes:D:D

i was happy that selected to go malaysia with the team,
but i got to train harder anytime coach can change his mind.
so i have to improve!! :D:D
actually i dont know what to update?

and fri got a sad news,
unable to say , but all i know that nomatter what happens,
we are going to be ateam :) and we will stay that way.
if you need someone to talk to, tell me.
i will try my best. :)

ohya,watching stepup3d either with hockey team or my friends.
not sure yet!
i dontknow whether should i come during teachers day??
hmm see how.
tomoro skul!
so fast timepass.
haahh raya is coming soon,
i still dontknow another colour for my second baju raya,
any ideas? tell me :D
kay till here, bye:D

Labels: i love the way you are.

Thursday, August 26, 2010

yog is over, :D world peace

random pic.

sajejek letak gmbr ni ^^

i miss my phone:( spoilt.

hey hello,
updating a real proper post today :D i think?i will start with yog!
awesome games,
congrats to soccer for getting the third place,
as much as i hate what you did, im kinda proud though.my favourite players are jeffrey lightfoot syazwan and amirrul effran !! :D:D
and i heard jeffrey is hurt.7STITCHES!!
ouch, get well soon.

school :
get all my papers ready, i cant believe i passed poa:D
yeah i pass 5 subjects other than math and science, as usual.
hmmm.
i hope bestfriend is fine,
he doesnt know what he have ,
but you need to know that you have me and the whole team .
im always there for you.
anw, congrats to d-formation.
goodluck:D

im sorry,if i have hurt you,
i needed time,
yes i know how you feel,and i cant do anything.
im sorry,H.

yesyes! i have forgotten him,huahua.
finally,like seriously,
i hope it will continue this way,
cos it hurts,
give up yeah i did.

daddy i want a new phone for my birthday pretty please!! :D:D:D
25 days more^^and im 15 :D

kau pergi dariku,
aku jadi gila,
sejak kau tiada,
hidup tak sempurna.
Kau tinggalkan aku,
aku jadi gila,
kembali pada ku,
oh cintaku,maafkan diriku.

i want this song badly!
by faizal isa anyone has it tell me aites!! :D
seriously, august seems like the month of heartbreaks,

lots of my friends, are hurt cheer up im here for you all :D
thats all wanna focus on yog:D
i dont know what to update anymore,haha.
hahah kay bye:D

Labels: him ? gone.

Saturday, August 21, 2010

he is so cute!

hello, a quick post cos im going out later on :)

yes,she is my bestest friend ever!umar you were wrong,
she we are still close its you who went aapart from us.
she understands why am i not spending time with her,
you didnt.
syai, thanks for understanding me.
i aprreciate it loads :(
now its over i will spend more time with you,
i will try my best
thanks for the hug.
ily bby.

aliph ! happy birthday!
dah "abg" haha.
grow up lah sikit takmo asyik buli
orang!
haha, rambot bila mau grow landak?
ahahha jkjk:)
happy birthday.

abg zul! happy birthday,
thanks for everyhting you did for us:)
it was great knowing you.
cant wait for you gaga birthday party:)
heheh you're an awesome person.
:D happy birthday
my bestest friend ever^^

thats all, anw friend , imy loads. but its better this way i guess:(

Labels: but i dont like him

Wednesday, August 18, 2010

you smile,i smile.

cute kan?

im done trying.

that should be me

hello ,i will update a proper post soon,
post everything briefly , heee.
i failed math, i passed malay.
so far uh.
tomoro poa , VERY VERY nervous.
hmm , i will be m.i.a. this days.
speaking of mia.
this girl very the naughty!!
mia dont tell :P
you ah! tomoro wait:P
anyway goodluck yog guys tomoro :)
play well, dont let us down :D
watching argentina girls on fri :)
will do our best like them.

who am i kidding?
im over it :D

Labels: i love dimples

Tuesday, August 17, 2010

seriously, i love only you.

im still a fan of his ^^

seriously, i do love you.

awal ashaari!! <3>

kamal adli!! <3>

yes, its been a long time since i update.
been busy studying altough im online,
hmm this week been having exams,
and i recieved my math test ready ,
obviously i failed.
mcm sudah ditentukan :(
at least i didnt get single digits,
now my hope is on el,combined humans and poa.
ms hew want me to get A ??
woah, i just iumproved and you want me to achieve that much,
if i pass goodenough ready,hah

i like two mlaysia actors ,
kamal adli and awal ashaari ( dah lama)
cute sia! idk why i like guys who has spike hairs like them.
but still i love only one,
ceyh !
kay dah diam!

im offlining at 9.30 focus on el hmwk and jelita ^^
i love that show.
altough dramatic, tapi gerek.
haha,

remember that crush that i had for you,
and i said i was over it?
the truth is im so not over it.

kay lah thats all,
selamat berpuasa ye semua :D
want to do el hmwk an dstudy ^^

Labels: i miss that friend, who was always there for me and we will talk crap everytime. i reallydo.

Thursday, August 12, 2010

update soon :)

hello, i will update soon :)
goodluck to schoolmates who having common test:)
and sec4na whom having their exams :)

love ya.and goodbye:)

Labels: seriously i love you

Friday, August 6, 2010

im a young teenager who have dreams.

hello hello ,
i feel like updating of a sudden :D:D
haah my head is spinning but i dont want go to sleep.
i hope tomoro not forced to wake up early,

yesterday,
i lost my wallet.
stupid rite,
stupid bitch hahah ,
kena langgar lorry baru tau.
curi wallet saya!
and because of you i lost everything total of $95
hmpft!! i just want that pic, my ezlink and wallet.
money you want take, ni gelojoh sgt sume kau amek!
hahah kay lah its my fault.

today cross cointry,
genapgenap 20th hahah wth kan?
last year i 17th sia!
ishish , i aimed for 15th tapi tak dpt haha
but nehmd atleast 20:D
performance was awesome!
i was so semangat, but people around me boring except my class:D
then went bpp makan,
off to zhenghua meet the dancers,
i love them
especially abg zul (emyth) ,DIN,dydy :)
they are awesome,
funny , so flexible sia them.
i loike! haha,
and yes that day had some vouguelicious peeps,
but today they never come .
hahah
saw my old frens, i didnt know they dance. hah .
had lots of fun,
but my blitters spoil ah, sakit .
hehe,
i cant wait to go ndp with them!!! :D
confirm gerek , they ajak , but maybe i go home,
earlier, asked aunt permission ready,
ergh!! i need an ezlink badly!
boooo!!!

tomoro = stay home,study time day :D
hehehe.im tired,
going sleep soon,
byebye peeps
i will update tomoro!

ps; i think i have a crush on someone.
a simple simple guy^^

emyth (abg zul) he rawks!

cute rite? haha
this greenlover guy,slalu suka tgok cermin.
pemalu, but i made him talk :)

the dancers, crazy people:D

he blanja makan:D

crazziest among all!
cutest,fyi shes ex-teckwhyean

i love her shoes!

all of us :)
got more actually,
but this are the main peeps:)

Labels: he is simple and i simply like it.

Wednesday, August 4, 2010

cinammommom melts ;)

this is my heart ,
i want it to be filled with love and happiness,
not tears and hatred.

i smile when u smile

hello hello :)
i have just finishing stressing and aqueezing my brain juice,
for my project, penat sia.
lucky cikgu nurul give extra time,
phew.im not doing this alone no more.

planned to spend time with megan and iza,
but i only spend time with them for a short while,
idk why i wanted to go home early today.
after eat mac, i went teckwhye with mia&syai. <3 something =" CINAMMON" today =" laughing" math ="awesome." style="text-align: center;">

shahfiyan,
the reason why i keep nagging and
advicing because i want you to change,
because you said i was your bestie,
and as a bestie , i care for you ,
you promised me that you will be there when i need you,
and i really hope you do .
janji harus ditepati.

to my bestestguyfriend:
You tried, boy
You tried to blame it on me
At first it worked
I was feeling so guilty
You said, you said
I was the reason why
We couldn't work out
But that was all a lie
You never gave me
What I gave you,
But it's your loss
'Cause you made the choice
To walk out
but i still want us to be close like lastime,
although it will not be the same.
dontworry ; you're still my first bestestguyfriend,
i ever had.

to wani:
it tears me up
I tried to hold on but it hurts too much
I forgived but it's not enough
To make it all okay like we used to.
we can still be friends.
maybe time will heal the pain,
i hope so.

to someone;
i so really didnt expect you to do this to me,
im hurt,
i should have listen to those people.
they told me one day u will hurt me and go away,
i guess you did.
i cried really bad that day,
i dont know why,
i guess i truly took you as my goodfriend.
i kept the things you told me to keep ,
but did you keep mine?
when you're hurt or alone ,
i was there.
maybe you didnt see it?
the words you used,
are like sharp arrows,
piercing trough my needles.
till now i didnt know what exactly i did to you?
don worry i will keep
every single thing you said,
i will not tell anyone,
cause i treasure our friendship.

Labels: i will be hurt no more.

Tuesday, August 3, 2010

im hurt but you were ther for me,

this is what you did to me^

this is what those awesome people
made me do ^

heyhey ,
im in a better mood now.
thanks to those people.
i appreciate it a lot!!

you asked me to forgive you,
i did since last year
but seriously i cant forget,
yes i truly cant,
i tried i really tried.
but sorry.
even though you were not the mastermind you should have stop her.
yes, yes. im not supposed to write this on cyberspace.
but you wrote on fb.
hmm nevermind.

and my bestguybestfrren,
you were there for me.
i said were but now you are none other like a stranger in my life,
which i see everyday.
yes, i miss those times i treasure it.
but did you?
your my bestfren but am i too you?
i shut you didnt i?
every answer you ave too me,
its the same as i gave to you,
nevermind,

at least some people who know they are bad,
i really appreciate to those people who make my life better & brighter
because some people dont know me .
they judge you by how their friends judge you.
and to me i dont care if you hate me,
cos i know there are people who love me,for the way i am.

thanks to my best listening ears,
syai, mia, ridhwan,fadhil, suffyan .iza,fadilah,yuyun,
they are friends that you have to treasure,
cos its a waste if you dont.

good friends will be there to smile with you &
go away when everybody turn their backs against you.
but true friends will stay with you,
and be there even when people say you have changed so that they can change you back.

Labels: people say dont bother about what they say

Monday, August 2, 2010

i dont want a broken heart

trying to pour out all my feelings here.
its been ages since i cried like this,
only my close friends saw and know why?
kay no mood ready,
just wanna seyh you lost my trust.
i didnt know you told peple about my secrets and stuff.
im hurt im really am.
so i just wanna say,
thanks to those people who sincerely loved me for who i am,
not who they want me to be.
and in the end you guys said the same things which i should have listen in the first place.
thanks alot : syai,mia,eeylah,lenny,iza , ridhwan ,fadhil & suffyan
for making me laugh, smile & advice me,
appreciate it lots.
kay i gtg , got ss test tomoro .

wani : dont worry this post is not about you . i can ensure it.

Labels: i dont wanna lose you but i cant stand it.

Sunday, August 1, 2010

im in love with you!

champions!!!

hello peeps,humans,earthlings, aliens.
hahah im updating cos im happy.
first think first as you can see,
i changed my tagboard i changed becos got a lot of the
commercial ads thingy.
i dont like.
this tagboard was lastyear's thats why the date is 2oo9 .
i dont know how to reset uh.
hmm anyway.
i was almost the whole day at home.
but went out to meet fittaye:D
played comp, then batt flat.
i knew i should have brought it along,
she said padanmuka, sape suruh degil.
hmpft, i hate you but i love you beb <3
hahah, then sec1 and sec2 hockey boys came,
they got game, lost to VOS.

so yeah cgirls won champion,
im happy for you guys<3
ytd lenny'sbirthday celebrated it at fortcanning park.
fun!but seram!
hehe, so thats all i will update pics only aites

Labels: your smile = treasure

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