A girl with big dreams.

Wednesday, July 28, 2010

his smile is like this D haha.

hey earthlings, i will update a short post.
cos my hand hurts damn bad.
only my teammates know why,
soorry loves.
and after that incident i went out of pitch,
cos it hurts so i cried awhile.
then i saw someone smile,
thats when i felt a lot better.
thanks for that smile,
even though to u it means nothing,
but to me ..

and just when i thought "chapter closed"
i dreamt about someone ytd.
haha cute, but i will not open that book again.
if you understand,

i saved $30 , yay!
cant wait to go shopping,
with zaidi, i think?
he used his money for school so need to save again,
so next week lorh..

&& goodluck to all sec4 whos having their malay oral.
:D
kay lah dats all,

ouh ya and to my classmates who has been sick because of me.
get well soon. heheh.
on thur i think i spread my sickness to my clasmmates.
now those who sit around me is sneezing and coughing,
hehhe sorry loves.

i love my teammates!
Especially my batch,
they are very good listening ears,
esp mia! thanks beybeyh.
somehow they are the ones who knows you best,
goodluck to cdivgirls for going to finals.
go clinc the champion tittle aites,
im proud of you guys! really :D

k lah nitesnites:D

& i love NUR SYAIEQAH BTE ABDUL JALIL!!

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Monday, July 26, 2010

i will treasure you.

heyhey,
i decided to update cos my blog is dead and i have nothing to do :D
hmm, this might be a long-long post
got much too write about :Dfirstly, congrats to cdiv for going in the semis.'
goodluck! i will be supporting you guys tomoro!!:Dheh,im a goodluck charm.

secondly, i have been sick.
thanks to those people who were concern about me.
you guys are wonderful bunch of people.
especially , my closefrens:) and hidayat for making me smile when im down.now i know how much you guys mean to me.
i miss someone who has always been there for me,
my bestgerlfriend,
i admit i have been spending time with my classmates only,and not with you,
we have also not been talking much or lepaking under blocks eating.
seriously, i miss spending time with you,laughing our heads off.
tomoro spending time together by watching the cdiv game.
i hope you understand bby,
get well soon:D

third,i miss lots of people.
they hav enot been msging me.mestilah semua dah ada mataer lupa kawan,
hhaha.kidding.
but finaly shahramin msged.
miss him like hell, my guy bestfren who has the birthday same as me :Dyay he missed me too.hmm, someoene have not been online for a fewdays :(
hah, phone no prepaid, his dad using his phone,
miss his voice sia.
to that person: i know its not appropriate for us .
but its not a sin, we have our own choices,
but i understand and u understand so i guessed it ends here?will truly missed otp with you FRIEND.
trust me the song, broken will remind me of the fun times. hahai no longer have a crush on anyone? yay! i think? haha im confused.
ouh ya, had fun during keeper trg,
i love my junior keepers ofcos my teamates also!we laughed a lot just now.
like seriously alot,
altough i was sick, they make my day.
especiall fazril.cheer up aites anything tell me kay?

saturday, met daddy.
he said hes pinning all his hope on me.
he wants me to suceed in life,cos my other sisters have no hope.
i get more stressed .i dont like it when people pressure me to do well,
but dont worry i do my best as the eldest .
he also know about my throat problems which have
been coming back and my stomach ulcers.
he told me to take of myself as he did not want me
to suffer the same faith as my late mum,
he said it all started with gastics then stomach ulcer.
i know he loves me, i will try to stop skipping my meals and diets.
:D

hmm i cant sleep currently chatting with aliph and ridhwan :)
oh ya happy 16th birthday bro!hahaloveya botak!
thanks for always been there for me :D

iza is back from batam!
hehe can talk crap with her again!
she loves cody dimpsons i love justin bieber<3
always end up fighting hahah,

see this guy^
he's zaidi purrys haha.
my 2ndbestguy friend^^
meeting him soon for shopping!! haha
we're saving up our money. :D
hehe cant wait!!

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Saturday, July 24, 2010

youre the apple to my pie.

hello :)
im updating a short short post :)
cos im going out later.
hehe idk where? just follow lorh.
hahah .
all i know is i wanna shop!!
heheh
i did not went to school on fri. was so damn sick.
i miss him like hell :(
haha

i love my crew:D
fever blitz crew and sweetrioters crew.
awesome dancers:D
hee tomoro will be watching wawan at jp,
chatted with him at fb. :)
but first going to abg zul dance comp.
voguelicious will be there too.
see you guys :D
i hope im okay by tomoro
been so sick
k lah thats all.
gtg, loves

zadi: sorry i did not meet you today
i will try to meet you tomoro kay hons.
haha bye :D

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Wednesday, July 14, 2010

i cant help rewind , when i saw you.

hey earthlings,
im updating because im waiting for someone to online again.
im so tired .
had trg and game with australia.
the guys are so tall and i love their hair colour!
BLONDE!! rreally!!!
those who went back school late just now will know.
altough both boys teams lost,
they gain experienced .
after that as usual weights training.
then had a little talk with coach.
he talked about what he want us to achieve next year.
premier leagues, bdiv and so on.
its not easy,im scared really scared.
confirm our december holidays will be full of trainings.
and only the best will survive= commitment,attendance,intelligence,strong and P.D.R
im trying my best.
realy i am , maybe they cant see it cos they dont know how i feel.
its not easy to change this fats into muscles.
im trying yea and i improved.
i can run faster now, most of the weights i can carry,
but im sorry if thats not good enough.
and to those people who tought that what he said was a joke,
which was meant to be laughed at you guys are wrong.

this few days has been dramatic!
and i dont like it .
the way you treat us ,
hmm.
btw im still not over what you did to me duringsec 1.
yeah you can say that its two years past,
but what if you were me?
let me say this i swear i almost wanted to go to bomoh,
and did a spell on you and that bitch.
i really wanted.i even searched for him.
but i guess its best to let allah deal with you,
karma , what goes around comes around.
but yeah i guess its over now,
and you are parrt of one of us,
i hope you wont take it for granted. :/

todays training oklah,
im happy with my running and keeper skills today :D
except my weights gotta improve on that,
tomoro got trg and im so tired.
actually wanted to go out with loves,
but i guess maybe not.
hmmm.

i love my elective module:D
so i just update pics of it.
&& i miss someone :D

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Sunday, July 11, 2010

i no longer believe in love, the way i used to

same tak?? ^^ hehe

my shoes,
i want black api dah takde :(

hey readers,
sorry for not been updating.
lazy . and busy.
haha this few days have been a fun and hyperness.
yay! i bought nike shoes altough its not that nice.
but who cares i have one to dance with :D:D
yay!!i love my aunt!
she has been buying me stuffs this weekend,
somehow i dont like today's morning,
fights fights fights!!!!!
go hell arh you!
anak derhaka akan masuk neraka!
you made her cry .
and a mother tears is a big big big sin!
kau berdosa, pahala takdde :P:P boooo!!
aku benci kau.
you made me cry !! i even rejected his call because of you!
i havent heard his voice for 5days!!
i hate it when everything you fight of have to drag people in it.
fuck you fucker!

chill miera,
tomoro school. i know somehow my bbys will cheer me up.
hmm, i love training except for the running part.
i love my batch boys & girls.
they are awesome!:D

saturday:
was supposed to meet rawr and zaidi
but i have lots of plans so i guess family comes first.
watched eclipse with fam and iza.
taylor, was so hot!! i melted haha.
cair bro,&& me and iza agreed that he have kissable lips.
haha lol . mepek ehk kiter.
in the end i never meet --y:(
he got module .
i want hear his voice :(
the way you said alright then, :D
hhaha . fyi. we are just frens .
i guess i cant, because someone is still conquering my heart.
hes not easy to be forgotten.
especially he's smile, hahah kay dah diam

im so addicted with electro<3
hahah ,trying to improve my steps.
i dont know what to type . so till here.

zaidi, im sorry kay.
perhaps next satuday?
this time i will make sure i make myself free.
kay huns?

ps.
i love people who came into my life.
they are SYAI,IZATUL,RAWR,SHEREN,FADILAH,YUYUN.
UMAR,ALIPH,SHAHRAMIN,SHAHFIYAN,RIDHWAN,ZAIDI,
MIA,AMA,SYAZZY,SYASYA,MEERA,SITI,BASICALLY EVERYONE I LOVE:D
thanks for being there for me:D i love you guys:D:D

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Monday, July 5, 2010

i hate that i love you so,

get well soon bi!

i so want this shoe get me the red one !
i took this pic. :D

im starting to love my hair.

esome of the girls from ELC and STC :D

i love the way she moves :D

heyhey,
how you guys doing??
i just came back from dancing with some of the elc girls.
fun fun!!
i danced my heart out.it was awesome!!
we 'battled' dance electro evrything.
haha fun ,csorry to hockey girls i have nomoney to watch movie.
thats why i didnt go ..

yeah, btw to my beybehs ,
i told him ready evrything,
you guys should know who rite. haha
im moving on:)
guide me trough aites .

to you:
yeah it feels great to tell you the truth,
but it also has make me even scared to face you,
its been two years that is why i have decided to let it go.
yeah im trying to move on.
i cant also force you to love me back rite, we can force love.
so yeah haha, i hope that we will talk in school ^^

its hard, but i know i got to let you go someday .
:D two years and going to be over,
im opening my heart to fall in love with someone else.
but i admit it nomatter what you're the first person i loved this much.
and i know i will never love someone the way i loved you. <
ps; the first crush is the hardest to forget .

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Saturday, July 3, 2010

all i know is broken,

hey ho!peoples!
sorry for not been updating
i know you guys are bored reading the same old post,
so yeah im updating:D:D
hmm, this few days of school has been great!!
fun! :D yea the cdiv game have started,
so far they have won all the games
keep it up juniors:D
jia yo!kilats!!

brazil and portugal lost :(
supporting germany.
i lost the bet:(

training been doing weights.
as usual,
im happy cos my strength improve in running & weights,
i have been eating properly cos i wanna lose weight .
want to run faster , thats why.

i love today,
030710<3

training was awesome!
i smiled all the way :D
did weights and normal stuff.
something happened after training
secret^^
some of the cdiv & denise ask why im not player?
i said i dont know .
ask coach.
hah. i miss hittings haha:D

then meet beybeyhs,
went to esplanade&marina bay:D
took pictures.
me and someone photographer for the day:D
ada ciri-ciri modelkan kita?
hahaha =.=
mepek lah saya.
i saw hazim and gang:D
skaters, i love your skateboards.haha
reached home around 9+
:D good girl.

to zaidi purrys ,
heyhey cat, dont sad sad T & L is here for you:D
i miss your jokes haha:D
i will try to meet you up soon aites.
im sorry if our plans clashed with my trainings.
i will try my best okay hons, haaha
btw i like the pic with 'blue-haired'
cute!! hahah .top up soon :D

syai:
take care bby,
dont over worked your hand ,
i told you go doctor earlier,
see what happen??
fractured rite??
get well soon bby:D

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