A girl with big dreams.

Saturday, December 26, 2009

faisal^^

just came back from,
cousin's wedding,
kay tak menyesal i went haha,
got one guyso handsome,
too bad hes 19,i think?
but he looks kinda like one of
school mate but hes more good looking hahah.

thursday went to causeway to find schoolbag,

my schoolbag next year.^^

actually wanted either of these 2 bags but dont hab.
went around causeway for around 4 rounds ,
cant make up my mind,
then one time went to billabong shop,
guess what i was standing beside faisal isa but i didnt notice hah.
actually i was sort of singing then he walk past,
looking at the bags so the paiseyh,
but he smiled ^^ frendly,
farhana didnt notice until i told her.

friday went to expo,
watched hady mirza oni,
walkwalk then went home,
bought biscuits at metro.

saturday,went to gym with ama,mia and syazzy.
we did weights ,run,cycled, did pushups, crunches,
hands underneath the heels and lunches,
then we ran 45mins at the tracks fuuuu
penat doh!

today singapore idol i wonder who will win?
sezairi or sylvia ?
but im not so much of a fan of them,
i like faisal,farhan and tabitha ..

Labels: singapore idol 2009

Thursday, December 24, 2009

ONE!

today,friday so merry chrisrtmas
to all,

i dont know what to do today but at 3.00pm
i will be running for 45 mins
just like coach said we have to,
maybe tomoro go gym,
i cant wait for countdown,
but dont knbow go with who??
kaykay gtg wanna play the mario game ,
so addicted,
listening to a song call one by cody simpsons,
his voice sort of like jb,
but jb stil the best,
<3 JUSTIN BIEBER,

Labels: jb

Wednesday, December 23, 2009

chalet-fun!

chalet rating 8.5/10 ,
it will be 10/10,
if only i can sleep,
the gold cart at escape theme park bising!
first day the ahlians and ahbengs bang the wall make noise,
second day the minah and mat reps sparring
and make noise ,
kena complain nampak haha,

swimming pool okay lah,
life guard hahah so funny,
played poker,if canot slip.
watch the videos,
and pic u will understand,

sorry cant upload here go facebook :)

Wednesday, December 16, 2009

poures out what i felt,

kay this post is for me to pour out my feelings for this month or maybe year,

People dont really get me.
they may think im happy
cos i smile most of the times.
but deep down inside im not,
its because of a few bunch
of people who have nothing to do,
so yea they wreck others life.
say things that purposely hurt the person mentally,
do things that purposely hurt the person phsically,

Nobody's perfect,
and please dont try to be,
cause if you do,trust me,
you will mess up.
People say that hyperness irritates them,
have they ever realised that all they want is just to fit in and enjoy life??
and if they dont, they will be very lonely,

They not looking for extra attention
They just want to be just like you
Blend in with the rest of the room they just wanted to fit in
Every single place
Every school they went
they dreamed of being that cool kid
Even if it meant acting stupid

Why do some people put other down?,
when they should encourage that person,
not call them names or say things that sucked?
have they ever thing of the other party?

Time is something that
we can never retrieve it back,
something we could treasure,
we often wonder,
how will it feel if we could go back in time,
but that could never happen,
we should treasure each second of it,
and must never ever regreting what had happened,
like they say , what past is past,
yeah but i will never forget the past,
i will always wonder what will it be like
,if shes by my side?,
people should be thankful,
that they still have the very, important woman in their life,
i dont,

you said that its the best for me?
but why am i in tears,
most people hate other because of silly things,
just because they are ugly?,fat?disgusting?useless?
but whats the use of being beautiful in everything,
but ugly in manners,and your heart stinks?
what im trying to say is whats the use of all that,
but you always make people feel bad?,
make them feel useless,?
you put people around you down?
Sometimes the person you may think is the most beautiful person on the outside,
, has the most ugliest heart inside,

And if you ever find whom is beautiful,
on both the outside and the inside,
well thats the most priceless treasure you will ever find,

god gave you the shoes(life)
That fit you, so put them on and wear them
And be yourself , be proud of who you are
Even if it stinks big time,

But dont ever ever tell them,
you aint beautiful,
they can all get fucked since they are so beautiful,
just stay TRUE TO YOU,

Labels: nobodys perfect you ass

what will you guys wish for?

hey,sorry long time tak post.
malas sey,
today? hmm tak tau nak gi ane?
nysah ajak main guitar.
syai,ajak gi rumah dia.?
maybe meeting up with fana?
tak tau uh but for now ju st stay at home,
cos my butt having cramps,
sakit dok.
hhaha
this saturday going chalet till monday,
maybe not coming for training.

have you ever wonder what will you do if.......
you had a time machine?
you get everything you wished for?
you had superpowers?
hah,i wished ihave those,

if time machine i will like to spend more time with the person i treasure most,
arwah-mama.yeah i will treasure the time,

everything i wished for? : happy and stable life?and of cos she will never ever had cancer.

superpowers? : powers that can cure all disease all over theworld.&& of cos
super hearing so that i can hear people who have been talking
behind my back,always whispers bad things about me,
yeah i wished this things will happen.

Friday, December 11, 2009

skate?vivo?

yesterday went lepak with hockey peeps,
nysah,mia,dayah, alya,ruzana,
played guitar,
haish baru blajar,
learning the song one time by jb!
nak guitar baru,
my guitar dah rusty sia,
haha

kay today floorball,
fun ah
tomoro hockey,
hope training not hard,
well syai go malaysia ready,,

maybe after training nak go out,
maybe skating with peeps,
&& maybe ikashy joining^^
tapi dia malu-malu hah,
kita org pon main for fun and baru blajar
so just join us^^

im in love with afgan dimples haha!
his dimples dalam sey,
i like his songs also uh so the seeeewwwweeeetttttt,

i miss the long long sweet at vivo,
haha cravings sungguh!
k lah gtg dah malam ni byes^^

Labels: takmo paiseyh chilax (to ikashy)

Wednesday, December 9, 2009

finally,

sorry for not been blogging for along time,
mls uh nak post,
okay will write alot today,

first of all went to ECP,
for fahmi's birthday,
happy birthday to him,

then tuesday went to imm ,
with syai,maygan and izatul,
fun giler!!
hahah
let the pics explain,

today dont know go where ?
got alot of plans,
umar and class want block catching at ut,
hockey peeps lepak at bp,
ah bnyk lurh,

Labels: im confused

Monday, December 7, 2009

i will update soon i promise!

Thursday, December 3, 2009

i miss my hockey teamates.

kay im back,
been sick this few days haish did no go for training this few days,
maybe im coming today c how if can go,
many might not be coming because of sore eyes
get well soon people,
haish if wedneday i was fine can go training then watch singapore idol live sey :(!!!
haish.nevemind maybe im going to the celebrate singapore 2010,
but ticket cost is $27 for students.
and the finale of singapore idol is on sunday 27 dec,maybe im going also,
gotta save money!