A girl with big dreams.

Friday, October 30, 2009

right by your side,cos you are the one.

hey,
last day of school :(
holidays came so fast this year.
haish!i will miss y beybeyhs and dudes!
i will update the pics soon at facebook or maybe to your emails!
tomoro i wanna go to the halloween thing,
sounds fun.
altough im scared hah,
maybe go with loves,
if not with umar and gang,haha

exchanged gifts just now yuyun got mine
and i got sheren'
the prizes so cute heheh.
thankfully i did not cried just now

justin bieber <3>

cute rites? ^^

i love justin bieber songs more day by day,
people say he gay?!
no sey hes not,
only his voice has not break.

tomoro training as usual.
they say tomoro game,
with ex yuhuas i think?
i really gotta buck my game in floorball,
im so blur.
i dont my mind was somewhere else,
i tried my best,
haish gotta write down all i learnt just in case if i forget

Tak ingin ku rahsiakan lagi,
kasih yang membara di hati,
bika kamu di hadapanku aku terpaku,
akanku abadikan sepenuh cintaku menyayayangimu.

hehe.k gtg .

Labels: my heart is blind but i dont care.

Thursday, October 29, 2009

freedom writers..

atoday,was quite memorable for us.

cos maybe it was going to be the last trip,

together as a class.

i dont want to be seperated from them,

they are the only humans,i be with

whom i can be myself,

i dont need to act in front of them

el lesson,

we were asked to write about a reflection of

what we have learnt in the year 2009,

as usual i wrote a long full page of words.

cos i learnt a lot lot of thinks in 2009.

i will miss the times we had together in 2009,

its the best class i have ever been to,

seriously,even the teachers says

its a blessing to teach us

kay i am goin to really really miss them!!

hais guarantee esok i will cry.

im trying to make the peermenant marker,
off my hands
haiish!!susah!!

k lah gtg,
nak makan!!
byes

Labels: damn much, i will miss you guys

Saturday, October 24, 2009

loves

hey,sorry for not updating,
lazy!!!
haha

well today damn bored.
did housework and all,
then bored on comp luhs.
download songs
and pictures of JUSTIN BIEBER!
cute sia he!!
i love his song one time haha

\k maybe later going out with fana,
and mybe umar & gang haha

k lah dats all
tomoro no school!
oh ya its promotion day!
i really hop that i will get promoted.
this time round i failed my geography and math.
math is expected but geog?no way!
i just need 2 more marks to pass??
klah wanna watch another cinderella story .
byes

Labels: justin bieber ...

Monday, October 19, 2009

i miss you,

im rushing this post cause watching
project hope!
its sad to see hundreds of people died,lost their home and loved ones.so i just wanna say please please donate generously,
not donating only because of the artistes but also he people who need help.

training was ok i managed to survive the 20 mins run in hot sun
and 2000m sprints..

tomoro will be arwah awang 15th birthday.
i miss him :(
happy birthday amirul hafiq,
hopen you are in a good place right now,
maybe we will be visiting your grave tomorro.
i willl try my best not to cry.

Labels: happy birthday awang

Sunday, October 18, 2009

full gear!

hey,

currently watching jonas.

so just update a little.

yesterday,was fun.

altough a lot of hurtful things happened.

im trying to go full gear for my speed.

saturday's training was ok.

but must run up slope.that was tiring..

afternoon ,we went sort of deeparaya outing,

with b div.

went to mrmanjit,siti,syazzy,syai,yanna,fateha,rai houses.

i want to thank all of them for the food especially yanna.

ama,sorry tau kite tak gi your house.

it was late.

well,thats all.

gtg here are some pictures..

Labels: im trying to ignore

Friday, October 16, 2009

indoor hockey???

hey,sorry for not updating .

schedule have been packed with hockey,and floorball.

so sorry to those who wanna go out with me aites.

today had floorball.

and some sort of indoor hockey!

was cool and very funny!

thursday went jalan raya ,with my bebeyhs ,hockey girls.

kekek karaoke lah,joget lah hahah

here some pictures.

more pictures find at my facebook or tagged jyea.

kay im very tired came back from floorball.

tomoro got hockey,hais,

pity mr manjit he cant celebrate deepavali..

k lah gtg bye peoples..

Labels: love my babes

Sunday, October 11, 2009

queensway here i come

hey peoples,

sorry for not updating.

very lazy uh

start with friday went out with loves raya,.
i wanna say sorry to those who wanna go my house but im not at home.

they rocks!

saturday went to sentosa ,celebrate my late birthday.

then go to vivo.jalan2 went home.

monday which is ytd.HOCKEY!

scary we ran 43 mins.push ups and all.

physical training.

haiyo.

my muscle cramp!

hat aere we winning for?

mr manjit asked us.

he said:

' i know you all are upset about amirul death.

but did you all learn something?

i learned that life is precious.

we have more opportunities,

but amirul he dont.

im sad that i did not have the chance to nurture him more,

but i have the chance to nurture you all.

and this upcoming games we will win it all for amirul

for me the thing i learned is anything can happened

we dont know when,how and why?

but all we can do is to enjoy and aprreciate it

before everything is gone.

you will regret it.

i will update afew raya photos for fun.haha

kay enjoy gotta go.

going queensway with baybehs!

replies to tagboard.

syazzy;hahah but i still prefer the original one.

syai;sorry dah update dahs !

passerby;updated! erm who are you?

Labels: gotta do this for amirul

Monday, October 5, 2009

mane lah earpiece aku pergi?/

NO MOOD TO UPDATE!!!!!!
arggh!!!!!WHERES THAT FCUKING EARPIECE WENT???!!!!
TAKKAN SETAN AMIK KAN!!
HISH!PUNYALAH BINGIT!!!!

SATURDAY

went to do art at lot,
hidayat ajak then ajak sheren and syafiq also uhs.
skali mak sheren ikot,
in the end mak dia ask to go to their house and do,
seram doook.
mak and bapak dia garang,
haiyo,then mak dia bebual pasal mataer lah apelah.
ile bapak dia balik me,syafiq&dayat panicked giler!
we quickly went home.haha
then lepak kejap but in the end follow syafiq
see fadhil,shafie and afiq skate ,
for a while then home
they told me about,
arwah mirul kenduri so followed them uhs.
7.00+ met fadhil under his block then go afiq house...
fast foward>>>
reached mirul,soryy if i could not control my tears.
but luckily it was not that bad.
then epak with brother a++ yuyun,yayaaina.
went mac duduk kejap then went home,
sunday
went jalan raya, till 9.00pm
then buy food,
went home do art.
today

argh im so scared of my results!
i accidentally fall asleep for 25 mins did not do 3 structured qn
damn it!!
harap2 pass lah!!
went lepak at lot,
then got this stupid fake cid.
carik pasal .
ehk tak getar lah sey.
tak takot ngan lu!
fake sey card dia mepek ajek.
then went home with syai,mirrul,dayat and syasya.
gerek !bought bubble tea.
then they go ome left me and syai bebual mepek bawah block!
then saw aisyah yusof ishak.
gerek uhs dia.
she also love ben 10!! tee hee,
k lah nak off comp nk gi blajar pat mac
with buddies loves!!
alah yai,sheren dayat tak ikot haiz..
k lah byes.

Labels: bapak pon normal., im aisyah normal

Friday, October 2, 2009

my blog is unprivate now,

jika semua ini mimpi,
aku ingin bangun dan melupakan semua ini,
teapi ia tak akan terjadi ,
kerana ini adalah REALITI.

that big bold word is something
that we all have to face altough
its hard and we dont want to,
we gotta face it somehow.

my blog i unprivate it as people keep asking me,
y cannot go in?
mostly classmates uhs.
today mrcodeiro announce about arwahamirul hafiq,
im sorry i cried,
ireally cant control myself,
its hard.all this felt like a dream seriously.
i was not able to focus on my malay paper,
it was hard,very hard.
luckily my table is just opposite syai,
so she sort of calm me me down.
i wrote a poem for you on that compo.
today,
planned to go check up at poly.
the queue was damn long,
so went home cos planned to go out wiith estellas.
maybe tomoro doing art at lot.
lom conferm,
tomoro will update the poem if im online and not sad uhs,
saw meeramey and sec3 boys ngah jln raya.
k lah gtg nak buat art preparations.

is there any place to stay warm

its not easy when your gone

tell me how im suppose to go on right now

i dont wana be strong with the rain comes

more pain u never know

its hard to hide when i cry this pain inside

aint getting better

body shakes i feel so numb

im shiverin why did you go ?

- Froze
jika semua ini mimpi,
aku ingin bangun dan melupakan semua ini,
teapi ia tak akan terjadi ,
kerana ini adalah REALITI.

Labels: that compo was for you.

Thursday, October 1, 2009

y did you leave us?

it felt like a dream,

seriously,i still cant believe that he had leave us.

i felt very guilty for not visiting him at the hospital,

everything happpened very very fast,

as much as iwant a miracle to happen.

it will never happen,

the feeling of losing someone hurts very much,

altough we are not close,

you did not look down on me like most of the b boys do,

i wanna see you riding you bycicle in school for hockey trainings,

and ride it back home,

i will miss the time when you ask me to blanje you vitasoy,

and will smile when i do so,

im sorry,if icry,i cant control myself.

you were a good person amirrul hafiq bin azhar.

i guess that is why you left before us,

we will always remember you.

a song for you amirrulhafiq,

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Labels: amirulhafiq, we will miss you

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