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hey,sorry for not updating blog.
i llazy uh hehe.
bulan ramadhan katekan.
ytd did not go to assembly,
we went to singapore poly.
matured mahs.*kening up down*
mcm phm jek..
hah we got this electric thing.
we missed teck whye idol!
i saw wawan & sarah!
wawan hansem sey.
i like his wink
fadilah ngan najiha dapat salam dia sey :P
HHHMMMMPPPFFFTTTT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

but nevermind i saw him to time in one day is enough.
floorball today,
was quite tiring cos puasa mahs haiz..
well,floorball selection for top 25 /22 i think?
i was one of them but i think i was in the 65-35 range?
i really want to be selected
as i want to grab this one chance for me to be player
thats what i want.
i give 110% just now even tough fasting.
tommorro no cca but maybe staying back to watch badminton.
dah lama tak main :)
i mean tak main badminton
i heard wawan is confirmed performing on teachers day,
but sarah tak conferm :( as she is busy with her new album in kl i think?
she might be back on sunday; thats what syasya told me uhs.
she was fed up for not seeing sarah..too bad.




as days pass the date is getting nearer and nearer.
before all gone,i want to do the things that i have been wanting to.
yea,it hurts when i think about it.
but i have to accept the fact.
i really appreciate that i have wonderful people around me,
& those who hate me,idont quite care.
cos i know i have not done any wrong.
&iif one day you never seeme.i guess you know y.
im not telling anyone cos they will feel like sad &all
but i dontwant,i want them to be they way we always are.
and even you ask im not telling u,
remember that.
trying mybest to smile &laugh.

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found this pic miss going to esplanade:(

this pic was taken at esplanade toilet:)

movie night at bugis:D

went to vivo,bought the bubble gum thingy.:)i like this hairstyle of DH,kinda cute!

oh ya both he & selena are skaters:)

and i think he knows!

SElAMAT BERPUASA!!

TO ALL MY LOVED FRIENDS!

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shes so damn preety:)

oh && i have been drinking the juice drink

to get rid of unwanted fats.

and you know what the taste sucks!

its so damn smelly& disgusting,
i dont know y fadilah said it was nice??

the doctor called my dad again:( andhetoldme

i really have to take care of myself beforeitslate.

andimnotsupposedtodoanysports

butineedtocontinuehockey.

nobody knows this except my family,

i dont want to leave everything i have in my life now,

i just want to enjoy it like i nvr do it before.

& i really hope my friends will be always there forme,

i love them more than anything everything else in this world!

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shoot i should not have told her part of it!! argh!
fadilah,is there any spells to get rid of peoples partial memory?
argh you know what i mean!
cos i think i will not be able to stay in her house,

i did not expected it might happen.

i guess that is why i have been feeling all weird.

and a feeling that i must to do everything i want before times up,

so tomoro might be the day,

that we recieve those medals i have been wanting to see,

& tomoro we got training : im not happy and neither im sad

its just we are not ready for training.

wats more there is no training been said in the schedule?

argh not the time!

i cant wait to get my results.

teehee been crossing my finger that i will pass all the papers.

i want!!



oh ya,my BBE,is not in school starting

from recess just now,

so syai get well soon yea!

im so gona miss u !



&& i love super memory !

i cant remember awesome things!

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Monday, August 17, 2009

teehhee im back!

woohooo!!!!!!!

im back to school!

been recieving hugs from loves!

thay are SYAI,fadilah,zulaika sheren,danny,

iza,hajar&&many more.

thx for those welcome back wishes,

i heard alot of new things:)

i saw him!!phew!

u will never know who!unless i tell you:P

i will not..

only syai,fadilah,hajar,zulaika,iza,lenny knows.

and i think umar knows?

whatever,&i will not tell him.even if he asks,

kay........



today had to sit outside mothertounge class,

not i did something bad,

i did not come for exams,

tt had to mit mrlee el exams,

to umar,amirrul,afiq,fadilah,lenny,zulaika sorry for not going to lot

i was taking the geography and DnT exams ..

special thanks to syai for waiting me for 1HOUR

thx love,

enjoy your kinder bueno that i bought for you:)

and i miss eating lots and lots chocolates under the block

after puasa and raya yaw

; hopefully,

kay,tomoro science i got remember those

reproductive parts,

boys parts are easy,

girls are so complicated :(



oh ya,

i have been watching wizard of waverly place,

cant resist david henrie:)

syai,i know,u know.we know :D

tomoro got jihan!!!

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Saturday, August 15, 2009

im sick :(

i miss school!!
i miss my seat!!
i miss my peeps!!:(
and most i miss him!!

you guys might wonder y didnt appear in school
foe 6 days?
i had mc for 6 days and was hospitalised for one ..
hope im fine .
and will be back with my fully charged batteries.
thanks foer all the get well soon wishes.
and i did not go to the boys game :(
exam is here :( and if i pass all,
which i hope i will and feel confident,
my aunt will buy me nike skate shoes and maybe
new skateboard.
my dad will buy me a new phone.
cant wait.
but if i pass my papers luh.
k gtg watching wizard of waverlyplace :D

Labels: david henrie is so hot

Wednesday, August 5, 2009

today,i might be dead.just now

<

today,our cboys made a legend happened.
espicially keeper farhan .
woohooo!!my hero for theday.
actually ramai uh the most is FARHAN,akid& ashraf.
i wonder how can ashraf be scared of the sengkang no.13 ,
when the no.13 himself scared of him.
ashraf2, apeedah..
well,c girls 3rd won,
st.nichs.

well,our dream came true to play at senkang stadium,

but not the placing..

to that person,
thanks for saving me from being hit by the car.
i almost lost my life,
my mind was in a deep mess.
seriously, i have not been myself this days.
thats what most of them said.
i am not changing,
its just my mody days.
u gotta understand,
try to hold on with me,
and im trying to cry ,

I feel like I'm a million miles away

From my self more and more these days

I've been down so many open roads

But they never lead me home

And now I just don't know

Who I really am,How it's gonna be,

Is there something that I can't see?

I wanna understandMaybe I will never be who I was before

Maybe I don't even know her anymore

Maybe who I am today ain't so far from yesterday
Can I find a way to beEvery part of me

don't wanna wait too long

To find out where I'm meant to belong

I've always wanted to be where i am today
But I never thought I'd feel this way

Labels: congrats c boys, here we go again

Monday, August 3, 2009

the battle has not ended!

writing this post first bout what happened just now,
and also waiting for *farell* to update blog,hah

please gerls talk,
i know some of you talked but others dont.
kay,me and nysah nak bebual mepek tapi tak menjadi haha,
chat with syai,
talking bout she made me fall in class just now!
bingit sia we sort of wrestling in class after el haha.
gerek tapi sakit.

so today finally,the tears i have been trying to hold on,
finall came out,
today hockey peeps talk about that stupid game,
dont wanna talk about it,
i will start crying if i do.
gerls,lets suck it alll up
and show stnicholas what we are really made of,
its not the end of the battle yet.
we must show that we are not cowards and
we will prove that we will not do the walkover!!
no matter what happen!!

to apit,jgn sedih2 k?
relationship memang has its up and down k abg!
thx for been there for me:)
and thanks for made me laugh just now even
i was sad:)

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Sunday, August 2, 2009

gift of a friend,

sometimes, a friend whom u trust,
is all you need to cry on.
to trust on,
to share everything,
to cheer yourself up,
to confide in,
almost everything,
this post is specially for my friends ,
who have been there with me up or down,
who always cheer me up,
Sometimes You think You'll Be Fine by Yourself
Cause a Dream is a Wish You Make all alone
Its Easy to Feel Like You Dont Need Help
But Its Harder To Walk On Your Own
Someone Who knows When Your Lost
and Your Scared There through The Highs and The Lows
Someone You Can Count On,
Someone Who Cares Besides You Where Ever You Go

You'll Change Inside

When You Realize The World Comes To Life

and Everything's right From Beginning To End

When You Have a Friend By Your Side

That Helps You To Find The Beauty Of All

When You'll Open Your Heart and

Believe in The Gift of a Friend

When your Hope Crashes Down Shattering

To The Ground You'll, You'll Feel All Alone

When You Dont Know Which Way To Go

And There's No signs Leading You home

You're Not Alone The World Comes To Life

and Everything's right From Beginning To End

When You Have a Friend By Your Side

That Helps You To Find The Beauty Of All

When You'll Open Your Heart and Believe In

the people above mention are,

syai & fadilah,

to tell the truth i dont really trust the other near friends,

as they have hurt me before,

but i know both of them

are true friends,

& i really hope im not wrong,

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i cant deny,that i still cant accept the fact.

seriously,i hate the way my life lives.


it makes me,giving up in everyhting i do!


if i did not have friends who will always be there for me,


i think i whould have either slash myself to death,


or just jump down the building.


seriously i have no more courage to live


in this hurting world.






hockey,

i really hope he will not mean what he say.


i know he is damn dissapointed with us,


what can we do,we just have to accept the fact that we lost,


not to sengkang but to ourselves.


like mr manjit,i have not been able to sleep well,


i will cry to sleep.


& fyi,bought new addidas hockey shoes cost $84 at queenstown.

well,i should not have trusted that bitch,
said was a fren,
turned out to be foe.
well,ytd watch fireworks at marina barrage,
cool uh.

now watching jb 3d concert experience :)
i felt so touched when nick sang a liitle bit longer,
seriously,all his fans her were crying..
even me when watching uh,

Got the news today

But they said i had to stay

A little bit longer and i'd be fine

When i thought it'd all be done

When I thought it'd all been said

A little bit longer and I'll be fine

. But you don't know what you got 'til it's gone

And you don't know what it's like to feel so low

And everytime you smile or laugh you glow

You don't even know, know,

You don't even know All this time moves by

Still no reason why A little bit longer and I'll be fine.

But you dont know what you got 'til it's gone

You dont know what its like to feel so low.

And everytime you smile or laugh you glow

You dont even know, know, know.

You dont even know, know, know.

You dont even know, no

And you don't know what you got 'til it's gone.

Don't know what it's like to feel so low, yeah!

And everytime you smile or laugh you glow,

You dont even know! yeah! woah!

So I'll wait 'til kingdom come.

All the highs and lows are gone.

A little bit longer and I'll be fine. I'll be...fine

hmm,this song represent what i am in now,

but how long do i have to wait,to be fine?

how much a little bit longer?

and only i will be fine?

*trying my damn best to forget him,

even tough its hard.

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