A girl with big dreams.

Thursday, July 30, 2009

could have won

Two words...
we lost.
we did not lost to senkang,
but to ourselves,
we deserved to lose thats what mr manjit said.
we were the ones supposed to scream,shout,N celebrate,
not them,again 3rd n fourth placing,
was quite dissapointed,
but i cant say anything,

&& hes the damn best coach ever,
because of him,
i changed my attitude for the better,
he tought us something valuable,
that no one not even the books could teach us,
his words will be there in my head and will never be removed,
till the day i get a brain transplant.
yeah its true we are all have been hurt mentally,
we all have been shouted by him,
but it is all for the best.
dont you agree?

Labels: coach, thank you

Wednesday, July 29, 2009

semis,my heart pumping!

boom boom,
my heart pumps damn hard &loud okay!
welll, of cos lah as tomorro semis tau!
seiously,im damn nervous,
just writing this made me went to toilet 3 times!!
ahhahah
i reaalised how damn bitch she is,
depan step baik,
blakang prangai sundal sia!
at hocky pitch her facemade me feel like wanna slap her sia
really i cant take it anymore.
kay stop.
just now si pompan tu buat hal pat class,
pe lagi kena tengking ngan fadilah,
padan muke dia!
k stop,
i chatted with one of my frens,
and he like got 15 skateboards???
damnit !so much!
3years of skate mah,
jeolous siul!
he so damn cute siul just now!
haha syai ngan fad basket,
slalu kata dia tk cute hmpft!!
and umar saw the paper that i wrote about F,I
shit luckily he havent read finish !
then he say he know evrything ready,
i really hope not.

Labels: kay, u have to forget him

Monday, July 27, 2009

with great power,comes with great responsibility

hey peoples,
not in good mood today.
so i will start with the training today,
was fun cos raining but running penat jugak,
bnyk suicide.

i will start what happened at skul,
syai had to go home cos demam i think it was 37.9 ,
she mati-mati tak nak balek.
i know how she feels.
haha there is sumting she dont know,
that happened in class,
we talked bout her, muahaha
mr ralph:who here is good at blogging
Class:SYAIEQAH!!(pointing at her seat)
Mrralph:are you serious?
me:yeah herblogging damn good!
class:yeah!
then bla bla bla ..

training...
was fun,but only 9 sec2 gerls came,
we really need to be healthier and avoid getting sick
semis nak dkat,lagi 3 hari jek.
lets live our dreams to play at senkang ok?

my life...
well,i knew alot of secrets that i have never known,
that many people have been talking behind my back,
people that i have never tought they will,
well, in this world there are bitches as always!
but i dont mind and dont care.
all i know they dont have own life to talk about,
basically they got nothing to do that is why,
they talk bout people.
just wanna tell all p'] people out there,
when you talk bout really bad things bout me,
you will get your retribution!
believe me!dont regret it assholes!

Labels: senkang stadium?

Friday, July 24, 2009

wooohooo

our boys won northland..
1-0..
baik teck whye!
good job c boys,
dah masok semi finals nampak,
And of course elfy scored that precious goal!

Labels: semi finals

my hockey peeps the best!

im lovin my life!
well,except about those bitches who keep on,
disturbing my life!
yo people get a life man,!!
seriously,im so fcuking fed up with them,
they dont have own life peh?
nak kacau hidup orang?!
well,im lovin my hockey peeps day by day!
especially syasya & syai always there,
when i need help!
yeah,there are some problems last time,
especially most of them talking bout me,
behind my back.i know all of it!
but they had make feel a part of the team now,
semis coming nearer and nearer,
of course we are ready to trash all,
i hope so,
we will&must keep our championship trophy.
no matter what.
im waiting for the result ,
tak sabar ni!
if they win,they will go to semis!
im bored sia!
tkde kerja.
as usual esok training.
8am,i hope i can run tomoro,

Labels: fcuk off bitches

Wednesday, July 22, 2009

passion for skate!&& ofcos hockey

hey sorry for not updating ,
been busy skating.
k im addicted to skating peoples!
im sick having fever and cough!
well today went to skate park,
the things there cos abomb!
im eyeing one purple skteboard $109,
and shoes cost $119,
nike nya lawah!!!!!!!!
syai gonna get jeoulous!!!
muahahaha
gonna have to wait for hari raya.
gerek! paid 5dolars for entry ,itwas worth it!!
went with maygan,nicole,hajar.
and some tropikana gang,zim,udeen,boi,fahmi.
they were acting like gays,thays what maygan agreed.
my hand hurts from that injection that was given!
maybe tomoro not skating cos wanna spend time with frens more.
k gtg wanna watch tv.
my hand aching.
ooh btw today tak nmpk ; dia sey,
miss him...

Labels: wat happen in the lift very paiseh

Tuesday, July 14, 2009

semi's,here we come!

muahaha.
we won northland,
SEMI-FINAL here we come!
well yeah we are in ready beb!
today was not feeling well,
slept the whole maths lesson.
i got 38.0 degrees!!
hot kan??
ms kasturi and ms lai ask me to go home,
dont want!!nak tengok game!
today i can see the smileson every teamates,
including mr manjit,mr ralph,mr faizal &mdm idayu.
especially SYASYA RUZANNA,
after scored she went like yes yes!!
with all her hand movement,
so damn funny,
after game,
mr ralph called my name,
then he asked where is your stick?
then i was like huh?
wheres your stick?
then i say in pe room,
he said gotake.
i was seriously dman SURPRISED!
actually SHOCKED!
i played defender just now with sec1,
it really felt like a dream,
&& guess what jonas brotherswas on #1 hottest stars list!!
muahah #14 David henrie?! wth
but he still hot !
#10 adam lambert/kris allen !
it should be this way
#10 kris allen/adam lambert..!!
only people in mac just now know bout this
^.0 k lah gtg nak tengok sein ahmad and wawan.
after ada choky andriano!

Labels: u got tatoo?

Friday, July 10, 2009

we must not forget what we are fighting for,

well,as you see in my title.
its the main thing for my post today,
we won jwss by 7-0.
fair enough it was an ok score,
but we aimed a double digit,
which was 10..
coach was not quite happy of what is happening,
especially shortcorners,
we did not pass the balls around,
each one us aimed to score by their own,
we really should pass around.
but yeah we did score some good goals,

today was not quite a good day to start with,
did not did malay hmwk,
had to sit out with,
zulaika,najiha,lenny,farhana,ain,amirrul,dayat.
we had to copy the whole cerpen,
tiring giler,
then around 12.30 had a small argument with__________,
just because of the notice board,
she want me to make the first move but i cant,
im not the kind of person who forgive people easily,

this few days i keep crying,
im not sure y?
seriously,i feel like stressed out.
art lesson today sucks,
mr rahmat keep using me as an example,
funny to funny lah,
but it is stupid ok!
y people in this world want to say about,
people physical apeearances just SHUT THEIR BLOODY TRAP UP!!
so wat if im FAT??
DOES IT BOTHER UR ASS?
WHAT DO YOU CARE?!
DONT FORGET YOU WERE FATTER THAN ME !!
ASSHOLE!!

tomorro training at 8,
well i promised myself to do my upmost best,
im trying not to get personal things in to the pitch,
gotta win northland!!!

Labels: miss michael jackson

Tuesday, July 7, 2009

gud job boys

well,yeah still in a big2 dillema,
im worried about the game.
well today syafiq make us
proud to be hockey players of teck whye,
i think he knew that without raihan;captain
they must strive for the best and win for him.
well yeah he did,top scorer babe!
gud job,well esok me and syai will blanje elfy,
for the 2 scores dah janji eh.
tapi tu pon kalau dia dtg skola,
wakkakaka
gtg nak tengok jihan and anugerah!!

Labels: wijaya hansem

Monday, July 6, 2009

sorry girls,i cant take it..

im really sorry,
its not i want to give up.but my heart really hurts,
to tell you guys the truth it pains me,
to c how much u guys shouted when hidayah
was back in goal,i know she is better but seriously,
it makes me feel useless and hopeless.

i want her to play for 11 aside,
i dont want to let down the team again.
the fact they trained really hard for this.
i dont want to make the same mistake im willing to let go of the time i have been waiting ,
just to let the team win.
even tough i really2 wanna play.

the fact that the team is in a stress situation,
what happened to meera and raihan its really painful.
pls recover soon ok peeps.
meera i know u feel bad but its ok
we understand ur situation,
we know how much u have trained,
we know how much u want to play the game,
but maybe its fated,

hockey peeps im trying my best.
even tough i know im not good like hidayah
im trying to improve,
but pls i beg,dont give up one me,
coz without u guys,i guarantee cant continue,

thx syai for comforting me
i will try my best to do evrything i can.
u is the person who i can count on,
u will always wipe my tears when im crying.
u are the one who showed me the good path,
and if not bcos of you,
i might not be standing here as a hockeyean
in fact i think i will long time quit hockey,
kau lah sahabat ku dunia dan akhirat,
thanks for everything ,
i owe you my whole life.

Labels: thanks syai

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