satu tahun sudah berlalu ,

senyummu ku rindu,

wajahmu ku terbahyang,

aku ingin kan mu sayang.

thats how i end my karangan,

i know its funny haha,

well today as fun,

except for hockey cos i was in no mood to do anything.

well,i think its because i dont have the heart in being goalkeeper.

i think its the time to let out my feelings.

everyone asks me ,

y i agree in being gk?

then i told them ;

even tough i dont want to i have to,

i really want to be player.

but i guess im not good enough.

also,i have this thinking in me always in my mind in training,

well,i will leave this world some day& i dont know when.

so i just do wat everyone ask me to do.

even if i dont like to.

they replied but wont you ever regret it?

i said,yes i always did,

i miss touching my hockey stick and dribbling down the hockey pitch.

but i do not have a choice i am hust surrending myself to my fate.

well,like coach said he knows the best for me.

that is why i trained as keeper even tough my heart is not in it.

but its too late to say anything now.

for the sake of cdiv i will try to do everything i can.

well hell ya i failed my math.

i passed my el,hist,fnn.

dats all i have so far for my papers.

i seriously think i can do better for every subjects.,

today hockey had me badly

especially in goalkeeping,

i was really in no mood.

you said must respect players,

how we goalkeepers respect you

when you dont..

i was really angry with that sentence you said.

tommoro,

apit ajak lepak so yea maybe im going

long time never lepak with them.

been busy with hockey.

hah yeah u made me crazier.

A beautiful and perfect combination..

well you really are and im trying to forget bout u.

even tough i cant..