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Friday, April 3, 2009
what do i need to do?? im lost!
i dont know what he wants from me?i asked this every hour in my life..what am i supposed to do??am i supposed to be the devil instead of good? y is ________ hating me so much??he made me cry 2 times today!! if yes just tell me,i try to change skul!why he only realise nicole & hajar? why not including me?maybe i have to change skul?but i dont wont!! my seniors all trust in me cos they gave me 2nd chance,well most of them. mr manjit trying to let me play in games.the team treating me better,i really appreciate it, but this hurts me more!:( he said im being 2faced;he said when trainging im near with meera and all.outside nicole&hajar!NO IM NOT DOING THAT!! && NICOLE,HAJAR,SYAI,IZA KNOWS THAT! im trying my best to give all i can in this cca, i dont wanna quit cos,first i dont want to break my promise, after they give me second chance and the trust,especially syasya. second,after i tried and train my whole heart out,i must not give up. last,i wanna prove eveeryone that i can do it.i wanna be a good player like my late mum, i believe she wants to,but not this way. i had survived the past obstacles in life,but maybe not this one.its hard for me to survive in this climb.. mr ralph im trying my best ready!!what more i need to do!im not sucking in anyone shoes!!y ?u treat me this way it really hurts me! Labels: surviving the climb |
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